My Unwelcome Companion

"IT" taps me on the shoulder unexpectedly and I turn away muttering "Not now, I'm busy . I concentrate on my task at hand but the next tap is more insistent and I feel myself start to lose my temper.
"I have plans, I have no time for you right now!" I say with true venom in my voice.
"IT" stares me down and it is impossible for me to look away or ignore its presence.
I try again more pleading this time," It really isn't a good time, I thought I might spend some time with my children. I was going to go with them and...
"IT" grabs me by the shoulder so hard that I gasp startled by its ferocity.  I try to walk away but there is no reasoning with it. The PAIN WRAPS itself like a sleek snake up my spine moving recklessly until it is all consuming!
Sorry," I whisper to my little girl, "Mommy can't help you today with your make-up and costume but please come and show me before you leave." Tonight is the Halloween Dance at school and I was looking forward to helping in the preparations.
Her eyes fall for a moment but she masks her feelings well, "That's okay Mom. You go lay down, I understand." Malia then shares a quick story of her day at school but already the pain makes the words float away so I can't hear them.

It is only fitting I guess that this monster pain decides that Halloween is a good night for a visit. If only I could slam the door in its face, scream for it to go away forever. But this is no trick or treater and despite it being unwelcome, it is my companion for the night.
"I HATE YOU!!  just so it's clear" I say as my hot tears soak my pillow.
"I know", "IT" answers purring like a contented cat but STILL, I chose to stay.